Malevolence or Benevolence

"I allowed my ego to go hog wild on hurtful thoughts and words..making me feel out of control and doing such damage to such a beautiful friendship. "

I'm Sorry...
Mercy On You and Mercy on Me.
.................................................................................. ? Mercy on All ????????????????????????

It's not that I don't have time for you,
I would spend all my time in the world with you if I could.

I just don't have time for hate.
Or perhaps possibly yours?

Why hate? Why Rage?

Why Make Another Believe in His Wrongness of a Person?
Why Not Let Breath, and Let Free

Let it Be, However We May Be.
However, I May Be.

Reawakening (from W.T. Muller, and Adapted)

Since Their Early Experiences Were So Dark and Painful.

They Have Spent Much of Their Lives

In Search of
Gentleness,
Love,
And Peace,

That They Have Spent Much of Their Lives
Imagining All That
In the Privacy of Their Own Hearts and Minds.

Thus,
Family Pain Broke Us Open,
And Set Our Hearts On a Holy Pilgrimage
in Search of the Love,
Belonging,
Safety and Abundance,
Joy and
Peace.

All Missing From Our Child Hood Story.

Reawakening (From W.T. Muller, Adapted)

Yet,

At the Same Time.

I have also noted that adults who were hurt as children,
inevitably exhibit a peculiar....

:::::: Strength :::::

A Profound INNER Wisdom

And A Remarkable Creativity,
And A Remarkable Insight.

Deep Within Them --
Just Beneath the Wound ----
Lies a Profound----
Spiritual ~~~~~
Vitality.

A Quiet
Knowing.

A Way of Perceiving What is
Beautiful, Right, and True.

Of What is Beautiful
Right!
And True.... ~~~~~~

- In the Name of Kindness -

When I spend time in the ruthless, RUTHLESS subjects of discussion,
Judging, Hating, Laughing, Jolting, Jeering, And Finding it In Amazement,
To How Dirty and Stenchy Their Hate Can All Be.

Makes Me Realize, That To Survive the Constant Beatings,
And Element of Great Strength is Needed.

A Strength to Know You Are Not Bound By The Chains of Hate
But Freed By the Grace & Desire of Good.

Then, Only Then,
A Strong Belief Makes Its Appearance Known.
To Just Simply, Strongly, Confidently, Courageously, Bravely... Acknowledge.
That You Are Simply the Desire to Do Good
In Loving Kindness, To Others.
As Loving Kindness is His Grace on Me.